みんな,
こんにちわ. I'm typing this letter to all who I know and close to, simply because I cannot express my feelings. I may be able to be frank and mean to people, but I can't seem to express this kind of feeling. Maybe my words seem plain, but this is the only best way I can express it.
I'm writing this, not that I'm leaving, just that I want to tell people what I feel before anything bad could happen. At least, so that they would know what I feel.
We all have been through good and bad turns, and I have come to know that I've been to the bad but not the worst. At my bad times, my friends had been there for me. They comforted me, and knowing their efforts, it calmed down my heart. Compared to now and then, I was very childish then, and all my thoughts and actions was stimulated by my own selfishness. Now, I feel that I am, I want to make other people feel happy as well.
I wasn't able to see how I was then and how I was flawed. But now I am able to see that, but we are all not perfect. We have our own uniqueness..
My dear friends,
those times we have spent together is precious to me. I may not be able to remember, and maybe you don't remember it either, but it has happened to us. Our body might remember it then.
I'm very happy to have met you all, and to get to know you more was definitely a wonderful memory.
I may have not been a great friend to all, but yet you still stayed by my side as I was able to stay by yours. Everyone gave me their support, and I hope that I was able to support you as well. When days are down, I have hoped I was able to comfort you at least, if I was not able to help.
It really makes me think, 'Have I been a good friend?' Maybe not, maybe so. But all I know is, this is how I really am to other people.
My words may have been frank and mean, and maybe I've hurt you as well; through my actions, my words, my silence. And then, I'd always look back and think, 'Maybe I shouldn't have said that.' It would always leave me with guilt, and I'd always decide to apologize. But being who I am, I'd find it a challenge and in an instant, I'd drop the idea. I'd always think its the thought that counts. But it wasn't like they would know.
When I looked back, I thought, have I expressed my gratitude towards them? For their birthday, all I gave them was a simple greeting, but no gifts. I was horrible at choosing them, and even if I thought of buying them a gift, I had never ever given them the gift, thinking that it was just a gift that they probably won't like.
I write this letter with a goal in my mind, and heart. It is to say this to you:
I'm very sorry for my mistakes,
&
Thank You Very Much.
& I Thank Fate For This Wonderful Memory, Gift, & Life.
こんにちわ. I'm typing this letter to all who I know and close to, simply because I cannot express my feelings. I may be able to be frank and mean to people, but I can't seem to express this kind of feeling. Maybe my words seem plain, but this is the only best way I can express it.
I'm writing this, not that I'm leaving, just that I want to tell people what I feel before anything bad could happen. At least, so that they would know what I feel.
We all have been through good and bad turns, and I have come to know that I've been to the bad but not the worst. At my bad times, my friends had been there for me. They comforted me, and knowing their efforts, it calmed down my heart. Compared to now and then, I was very childish then, and all my thoughts and actions was stimulated by my own selfishness. Now, I feel that I am, I want to make other people feel happy as well.
I wasn't able to see how I was then and how I was flawed. But now I am able to see that, but we are all not perfect. We have our own uniqueness..
My dear friends,
those times we have spent together is precious to me. I may not be able to remember, and maybe you don't remember it either, but it has happened to us. Our body might remember it then.
I'm very happy to have met you all, and to get to know you more was definitely a wonderful memory.
I may have not been a great friend to all, but yet you still stayed by my side as I was able to stay by yours. Everyone gave me their support, and I hope that I was able to support you as well. When days are down, I have hoped I was able to comfort you at least, if I was not able to help.
It really makes me think, 'Have I been a good friend?' Maybe not, maybe so. But all I know is, this is how I really am to other people.
My words may have been frank and mean, and maybe I've hurt you as well; through my actions, my words, my silence. And then, I'd always look back and think, 'Maybe I shouldn't have said that.' It would always leave me with guilt, and I'd always decide to apologize. But being who I am, I'd find it a challenge and in an instant, I'd drop the idea. I'd always think its the thought that counts. But it wasn't like they would know.
When I looked back, I thought, have I expressed my gratitude towards them? For their birthday, all I gave them was a simple greeting, but no gifts. I was horrible at choosing them, and even if I thought of buying them a gift, I had never ever given them the gift, thinking that it was just a gift that they probably won't like.
I write this letter with a goal in my mind, and heart. It is to say this to you:
I'm very sorry for my mistakes,
&
Thank You Very Much.
& I Thank Fate For This Wonderful Memory, Gift, & Life.
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